1 day to go

• so the time has nearly come
• in about 13 hours
• i'll be on the road to chester
• i'm all packed and ready to go 
• and funnily enough
• i'm not feeling too nervous at the moment
• i'm actually quite excited

3 days to go

• it would be 4 days to go
• but it's 12:11am atm
• so 3 days to go is technically correct
• but that makes it a lot more surreal
• 3 more days until i move 300 miles away from home
• 3 more days until i leave my family
• 3 more days until i have to start all over again
• make new friends
• find my way around
• i've never moved home before
• so i've never experienced this
• and it's been 7 years since i've had to make new friends
• i'm not sure what i'm worried about tbh
• but i'm still bricking it

6 days to go

• Everyone seems really excited about uni
• As you can probably guess
• I'm still bricking it
• A few months ago, I couldn't wait to get out of the house and be independent
• But now that the time for me to move out is actually coming
• I couldn't be less unwilling to leave
• So I guess I'll just continue to pretend like I'm really excited for it
• I'm sure it'll be fine

8 days later

• I still need to buy cutlery
• And a few other things too
• Most of my friends have left for uni
• I'm still bricking it

9 days before

• I'm Issy
• I start university in 9 days
• I'm totally bricking it